This attitude almost turned out to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. I risked shedding almost everything rather than actually being aware of what might have been. I arrived alarmingly near to that. I found myself dominated by worry and woundedness instead adore and wholeness. I hadnt however knew how to enjoy, just to believe really love. And I also gotnt yet recovered the injuries that developed maladaptive activities in use, triggered me to significantly injured a person I adore, and reject and drive away one thing i desired more than anything within the worlda raw and uninhibited absolutely love, a safe and trusting uniting, a beautiful and unbreakable bondwith him.

26 août 2021